hahah,farhana,today dia ade stress sikit..NTAH angin barat mana da masuk...dia dgr lagu kuda kepang..TING TANG TING T ONG TING TANG TING TONG....she also dance by following the beat of the music...haha...funny la...dance takpe,jgn kena rasuk sudahla...nanti i personally jadi pak dukun by gitak kepala dia biar dia sedar sikit..hahaha....then complain,dekni da mati,yg dektu da nazak yg lagi satu ntah ape la lupa ape word dia pakai untuk describe for that sumone..haha

ok,da,today at work i do lot and lots of chopping,da macam chop passport sey..naik lengoh siak...hhaa...then i and farhana plan for jogging for besok...so i decide to kcau Cik ahmad the king of harban taik by asking him to go jogging with us at pasiris park..haha...blom sempat dia jawab,i say,cik ahmad jogging pat atas katil aje..heheh...then he scold me..hahha...but in a funny way aah...haha...funny guy..hahah..imagine cik ahmad go jogging with us,with his perot boncet...jogg...then DEFYING GRAVITY...hahahah...

kk..wha da penat...nak rest pasal besok i must go jogging,..lose weight to jadi namapk genteng..hahaha..ka enjoy harbans..shuu..

Well,i wanna thanks to my colleague,Bryan,he told me sumthing that is quite true and sumhow i starting to believe in it. which is human words can change in the matter of time,though he or she mean it what was said AT FIRST...when one say sumthing,example,will wait no matter what,even it takes a life time for that sumone to comeback to him or her no matter what,becos its a worth waiting for...in the end,he or she twist the story saying,what will he or she get for waiting?and bla bla bla blu blu bluu....an thats the time where many kind og negative word come out...not putting high hopes la,this la that la and what so ever shit la eh..since then now i learn that,human words can change nin the matter of time sedangkan i used no to believe in it..THANKS BRYAN..

Lately,theres this feeling come and attacked me.which i think its kinda sucks..becos the feelings of selfishness struck me...and i dont bother about people around,people i love and the people i close to..fuck this feeling.or maybe im better of to see her with sumone else?or maybe its better for me to be alone?.damn...why must this happen now,where everything are about to settle down...or am i fated to hurt sumone that i love and close to?God tell me the answer...am i about to lose everything that i've owned?seriusly i dunnoe,IN TOTAL CONFUSION..sumone help me plz SOS SOS SOS....

da ah i really dunnoe whats happening,i guess ill just pray to god and let him show me the guidance and give me the strength...amin....

Letters from IWO JIMA

Rite ini hari friday,thats mean friday prayers,so ya by rite i shuld meet kai and anwar but in the end,only anwar turn up...kai go solat jumaat at Masjid sultan ngan pakcik sedara dia...WAIT WAIT,PAKCIK SEDARA?camana tu?maybe only kai noes best..whaha...so ya..while in the masjid,farhana called me saying,FIQ AKU DA POTONG RAMBUT...haha...suke nye dia bila da potong...haha..ok la,memang patut pon dia potong rambut dia,her hair damn thick macam LION..hhahah...sorry eh farhana.and she also ajak me go jogging,nak lose weight la katekan.khekhe.whaha..so ya maybe this tuesday la we go jogging pat park...hehe...try to help her lose sum weight..haha.


after prayers,we when to cineleisure..patheticlly,that was my first time go there to watch movies..i and anwar were like blur HARBANS...hahah...so ya i call orang yg kaki merayap,nama dia NURADILLAH BINTE ROSLI...so ya she told us on how to go there.BTW Mr anwar blanja la sey,feweett...rezeki jgn di tolak..bukan stakat tu..dia blanja makan..fwee..power,thanks bro..thot of going to kedai everlast to cek sum stuf...but too bad,iwas malas..whaha..so ape lagi kita go cineleisure to watch cerita LETTERS FROM IWO JIMA...this stories is damn bloody cool sia...MUST WATCH babies..for those hu afraid of blood,just don botehr with it ok..just watch..though the story is in japanese..gerek la siak cerita...brutal babe...kena watch kena watch...power gila babi to the max nye atas...hahahaha...this story all bout pride and honour to save their countries...haha..ade plak,sala bawak nye honour...ade ke honour bunuh diri pakai grenade,pasal da tau nak kat kalah..haha..merepek thas shows how cowardy the ah..haha..

k la kalau nak cita kan memang panjang ah...so ya simple,wanna noe more GO AND WATCH LA HARBANS...whahahah...k lah tu aje...wait,next movies,anwar lets watch 300 nye show kalau da kluar...kk..da shuooo...bye bye

22.february.2007

Ah kawan2 tommorrow my birthday,feweeeeeeeettttt 18 tahun la babe...thats mean,da lepas beli ticket wayang M18..some of u all ade tak bleh kan?pasal apa?opppssss....lupa tak cukup umurlah...pelan2 kayo ah korang to reach to that 18...yg tak bleh kayo,pandai2 ah merangkak..other than that,ehm...rokok da lepas...nak hisap takya nak takot2 la babies..(chey macam aku hisap rokok g2...)Members2 yg nak beli roko tapi tak cukup umur,bilang,nanti Abg Taufiq belikan...kesian tgok korang...nak beli rokok takot...ape mau takot,nak beli mesti ade confidence..eheh,lupa lagi,patut la korang takot,TAK CUKUP UMUR rupenye....whahahahaha..ehem da nak 18 kan?so tu pon makna aku bleh amik lesen moto,dgr2 cita my brother nak blanja lesen moto...kalau 50% subsidised ok la,tapi kalau FULLY subsidise ALLHAMDULLILAH..da nak try dapat leen as soon as possible..lepas tu bleh pra sana pra sini...tapi aku takan jadi cam mat rempit,aku jadi cam ghost rider..whahahahah...tak lah im a safe rider don worry..whahah.

yea,that day also will be day that i most likely to breakdown silently,bcos..99.9% my family will forget bout my bdae..i hope they prove me wrong this time...haiz...tapi tkpe,since my happy bdae,i'll try to be happy no matter what...guess i have to so call celebrte my18th bdae at work..k la harban gtg for work,enjoy..farhan jom beli coklat lagi...sdap siak..bye bye harbans....

what a day!!!

well,last sunday i and my fren,nak kate kan aje budak 5B aje la yg turn up to play soccer pat umah danial sana...its been a while kita tak meet and play soccer with the boys..haha...rindu la ngan dorang semua...haha..so ya we played soccer in the cage,kita orang lawan budak luar ah...ya nak kata kan we played the standard as them cuma dorang main ade cara,kita yg KUMPALAN HARBAN TAIK main sembarang..not well organize..whaha..so ya,dgn segala hormat nye,we lose that game by one goal..haha...but we really had fun...u guyz imagine team bola mana,during game bleh ketwa2...?korang carik ah...cuma kita aje..nga main bleh ketawa2..hahah...camana tak kala.

especially Ali bolala,dia la buat kelakar...semua orang ketewa pasal dia...JOKER siak dektu..hha..k da main bola satu hal,kta rest kejap aje before proceeding tempat lain main bola..this time kita main ngan team yg lagi power dari kita...we see cara dorang main pon seram..ni semua banyak main game fifa street..kimak buah kecot sika tgk dorang main..whaha...but then we just join in and plyed...too bad they are just too fast for us..sempot siak main ngan dorang...kejap2 gol kejap2 gol...hhah..so ya hari pon suda lewat malam,masing2 pon da lenget,semua nak balik...

so ya,saying goodbye to rest before we go on to our separate ways...but then,cam biasa,my brothers,anwar and kai campur lagi satu nama dia sufyan,hehe..kita go kfc makan pasal lapar..end up i and anwar aje yg makan..hmm..ni pat yg gerek..i anwar line up untuk beli makan...sekali pandang pat pat counter,fuyooooooooo,bagai mimpi yg sempurna...bintang di syurga babies...ade KFC nye anak ayam la sey "CHIKIES"...fuyo..lawa2 siak semua...memang hari kita la tu hari..whaha..semua la siak lawa dgn manager2 dia skali power..so ya kita nye turn,sial nye anwar nak pegi counter pon gadoh..tapi serius siak,semua lawa siak...abe aku kacau anwar "ah anwar kau jgn macam2"the i shout dekni ni buaya...baik2..haha...anwar da tak tentu hara..hahahfun sey that day..da makan semua,ape lagi balik la rest...so ya very tiring day..

k ah harban sampai di sini saje ye..bubbye..enjoy..

will be lonely for a few days

For the first time in history of my life,i muhammad taufiq bin harun kena tinggal pat spore keseorangan diri...kesian kan?my brother nye family go batam nak visit anak2 yatim pasal pat sana nye anak2 yatim lagi brutal pat spore then pagi tadi my mother call me while i was working saying that my grandma pat malaysia passed away.and be leaving spore soon..so ya..kena tinggal..sad nvm la...but luckily ade juga kawan yg baik hati...nama dia FARHANA...hahah...she say,"kalau kau takde makan,kau bilng aku,aku kasi kau makan..kita makn sama2 pat bawa block...hahahaha"....baik sungguh kak farhana ni.

k,da tu takpasal..ade free mee siam pat kerja bagi..bau cam da nak kat basi..but perot da lapa cekek aje...hhaa..so ya...ni balik,kena cuci bau and sidai lepas tu wa mau tdo harban...penat nak mampos..i hope this afternoon main bola ah....k da..get lost..byebye harban taik..

Sibey siong ah

my morning was shock by my working schdule..,haiya..i sae sae,this chinese new realy kill me man...i got to work....work nvm la...kena overtime siak...btol nye HARBAN TAIK SIAK...musim raya cina memang sundal bin jahanam..nak mati kan orang.why i say die,coz imagine u all kena schdule like this,morning,night and off..then follow again morning nite off...ape ke tidak bleh mati siakTAK CAYA?GO AND ASK FARHANA....ade member lagi cialat...nama dia firdaus,kita panggil fido.dia btol nye malang tak berbau..lagi rabak then aku....but complain also no use,why?becos a kena schedule from the big bosses ther...kaninaya.harbanla taik harban taik....

but luckily its only for chinse new year..if this were to continue...i swear i quit the job la sey..babi buto..haha...k that was out of boredom and frustration..hahaha.while at work,like normal we did the same old thing again,but difrent sikit...at noon i go out and go home for a while amik makanan pat umah mak..then my fren,Helmi fetch me by moto vespa...then we go istighfar for our friday prayers.kiwak lepak la siak...dia bawa gila babi..bo tahan ah for a guardsman like him..haha..cool sey the bike..then that afternoon one of the officer told that the auditor will come to do sum ceking...kita tungu punya tunggu,buah tak tumboh2...suar btol nye auditor...ade la aku semagat buat kerja..haha...

ok skip,time balik...that is the best thing of the day...go home..well farhana mintak teman transfer duit..then go macdonald to buy for her dinner...according to her,mak she dislike eating curry apa ntah lupala...haha...fussy gurl..tsk3..haha..well as for me..i blanja my family pizza hut..skali skali ok la...haha...quite a long time,i didnt eat pizza..haha..k la...besok wa mau kluar...ciao HARBAN2...enjoy harban...korang la harban aku dunia akhirat..bye

14 february 2007

That morning was very tired,why just came back from work la..apa lagi kan..kebetulan that day was VALENTINEs day and i supopsed to meet her that day bcoz its 14th of the month...so i decided to buy her TOBELRONE chocolate...since da pat airport kedia chocolate pon dekat so ya i and farhana when there...kedai THE COCOA TREE...mak i masuk sana heaven la sey..especially for chocoholic..haha...macam2 ade...jack danial chocolate pon ade..haha..so ya..i saw this very big toblerone,very big..tot of buying that but then tu macam nak BAHASAKAN orang siak..haha..so ya i bought for one packet of toblrone with 6 bar inside..erm2..pure sweetness..haha...harga,oh plz dont ask..nanti orang ingal"alamak dekni pe kerek beli mahal2"...biasa la manusia zaman skrang,mana bleh nampak orang lebih sikit..ade aje comment dorang..haha..so da beli,ape lagi teros balik lah sey...pasal ape,penat...korang paham tak penat...lagi pon tu ptg i must and die2 must meet her,so ni dua ekor pon balik naik bus 53..

Resch home is one thing,with my perot da mainm usic,itu makna aku lapa...sampai umah...darah up la sial...harban pe taik btol....makanan takde...kitiang naik gila siak dara...itu bibik memang nak kena minta kena pukol(bobal mana nye brani ntah)..haha..so ape lagi,dgn slumber i cooked maagi ayam...da lapa..semua nampak sedap...da cekek kasi kenya...proceed to hotbath then i jump to my katil...then teros tdo becos ptg nak jumpa dia and after meeting her,again kena masuk kerja becos ade overtime babe..betapa nye penat korang tau tak..takpe2...sabaaje fiqo..pantat btol...ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ....

Bangon kul 3 ptg..mandi lagi so nampak fresh...slack2 sampai kul 4.15p.m teros i off go and meet her at her bustop...da jumpa dia satu hal...perot pon lapa,ape lagia ajak dia makan...tapi dgn segala hormat nye suroh dia blanja maklan pat food culture..hahahaha...orang blanja suit aje ah,makan fish and chip summore haha..rezeki jgn di tolak.so while eating i told her i wana gave her stuff,all she tot that i wanted to give her gummiebear back..but u have been punk..haha,with a wide smile and aww2 tingy la.ke de bak kede buk...da bis makan...kita pon ciao...she nak go popular tu buy sketch book...dunnnoe for what...coz i just don bother to noe...da buy what she wanted,tgk jam da kul 6.00p.m,so ya we decided to sit at the our usual place...we sit down and talk not more then that...then we tok bout our life and bla bla bla bla...i really miss her and is good to see her once again..her smile and lah everything la eh..then around 7.30 like that,takde petir takde ribot,she cried..and im not telling why she cried...when i see her cry just make me wana cry too..becos of sum stuff..nak pegi keja pon tak sampai hati..but to bad she force me too..haiz..what a day..that day was HARBAN TAIK...

without turning back,i gave her one long hug and then i just when off to work...the longer i stay there,the harder for me to go off...as a man i just walk off and leave her alone there...i noe this may be sound so not gentleman...but i think i did the right thing..HARBAN TAIK BTOL..da sampai kerja,i still think of her...becos one tot of her all it takes to keep the rest of the world behind..so ya..14 feb is a day to remember...btw lagi seminggu bdae aku...whahah...da 18...haha yg member blom bdae atau bau bdae pon blom sampai...pelan2 kayo...taksaba la sey nak amik lesenmoto...dgr2 ade orang nak sponsor aku lesen moto...as is say,rezeki jgn di tolak..hahah...k ah korang wa mau ciao..ENJOY HARBANS...

kancong of the day

Sial ah ni benda...btol nye harban taik..haiz,what a day...everything when find that morning,until i got my stomach ache..which is like a habit so ya i went to the toilet to do sum stuff...skali KI TIANG...kluar dara siak,bukan sikit banyak la sial..kaninaya..aku da gila babi nye kancong..da maki2 pat dalam cubicle...sian...da kancong rabak..but then..i quickly wash up and when off continue kerja..i tot it would be okay...well my one of my BEST colleague say,maybe panas dalam,go drink plenty of plain water.so i follow his advise..

that afternoon,again sakit perot...nak berak takot babe...pedih sial and uncomfartable...but since ni perot da tak bleh tahan da pat hujung..terpaksa let go...again kluar darah...like no diffrent like that...so ya...da kancong spider,i decided to balik siang and straight go visit my private doktor at tampines..i called my mother to book a place for me ...so takya la waste time...datang aje clinic,and just wait for the next pesakit,and my turn..haha...cam da biasa g2...

when its my turn,i tell lah my story to the doctor...mengadu nasib la kata kan..haha..then he cek sana cek sini...then he say...ouh nothing,cuma...which im not gona tell what..hehehehehe..so ya the doktor gave me ni BULLET untuk sumbat pat U noe i noe la eh..hehe...in order to heal it..kena fuck dgn tu bullet..kimak besar juga siak..nak masuk kan kena pakai sabon babe..haha..the feeling was like...omg omg omg omg omg omg omg...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...GELI...ee...abe ade member tanya best tak?aku reply...lelaki suka masukkan bukan kena mantat..hahah..

da makn obat...cam biasa la sblom tdo...main2 SMSes dgn orang...da msg2 teros tdo...haha..k ah tu aje wa mau cerita kan...KANCONG OF THE DAY...hahaha....enjoy HARBANS....korang la harban taik..whahahah...

Carnival was like HARBAN TAIK

Haiyo,the carnival pat dunman,btol-btol nye harban taik...damn boring.buang current to a certain extent..hehe..(maybe budak2 our batch takde thats why boring kot)..dorang nye disco lagi suar pe jahanam..the songs were played,but no one dance at the dance floor..and the song played by the so called "DJ" atau perasan DJ was damn boring..takde FEEL langsung dia nye beat..but after a while bit by bit masuk the dance floor...and fusssssshhhhhhh....many more masok and start all the dance..as for me,kejap2 masok,kejap kluar...pasal ape? penat bodoh.

da la that morning balik kerja then go home take a bath...and off meet my members kai and anwar.camana tak penat..then after enjoy at the disco.i decided to sit down and ret at the same time look at people dancing like what sia...hmmm..suddenly,out of nowhere,A boy run towards at the dance floor shouting2 and dance...macam orang gila...da sa harban taik siak dektu...haha..gila babi siak dia dance..everyone was laufing at him without he realising it...hidden ni semua korang semua mana paham..then while sitting,ade pulak oppurtunities kenal2 ngan buadak luar...ape lagi,go aje ah..i introduce before them..i try asking her to dance but she malu2 nye type i think la maybe becos first time knowing each other i supposed..then after kenal2.i go off..pasal i feel very sicky..i try to msg sumone to call me ..but sadly,she was busy with her work...ouh ya work is much more important..so ya i was very2 moody..but i didnt show it.

after that me and anwar decide to go canteen and makan...but yg makan aku sorang..hahah..makan nasi lemak pat kedai makcik...sedap sey dalama tak makan pat kedai makcik...maklumla da kluar skola..after bazzar,i and anwar decide to play pool at simei,its been a while we tak play that game...at the same time we are in dilemma wheather to go to the teachers concert or not,20 bucks sia.we play pool for about 5 set for 1 hour..but toobad i lost to MR anwar by 3 game..damn..haha...lepas tu kita orang makan pat BANQUET...wuhoo..aku makan laksa dektu makan ntah la lupa..sedap siak the laksa..haha..then i go chill pat umah anwar jap...lepak2 then suddenly,there sumthing that make me wana go to the concert despite my takde mood nye case and sicky..i anwar go cocert...we pay only 10 bucks for the tixs,becos why,we are speacial..hah nola..mdm erlis gave us her extra tixs..the concert was okla,not bad...but theres boring par though,FUYO mdm sharifah sung THE BLACK PARADE nye song...dasyat...band performance lagik..drummer mdm rohaya,bass,mdm erlis,guitarist mr khairil and dunnoe who new teacher i supposed...then mr bernard and geng pakai blouse...lepak sak.

.da da...kalau nak citakan memang panjang...malas benar..ciao,enjoy harbans...