PASSERBY?

sumtime i wonder,am i the one for her?or am i just the passerby her?passerby as in,am i on a mission to safe an hostage,and once i noe the hostage is safe,i leave..is it that?..safe her from anything as long as she is safe..or i am the chosen to be with her?..i duno..allah answer my prayers plz..

oh god,am i for her?if no,and u think that im just her passerby is the best for me,then i redha to u allah.however make it quick cos i rather feel hurt now then later.but if not,plzplz,dont separate us apart,no one can separate me and her beside u allah,u are the only can do that..

i love u adillah

(What was i thinking?)

HAPPY 18TH bdae baby..may god bless u on yur 18th bdae......

so ya adillah,happy 18 th bdae and bulan puasa lagik,so lucky of u sey dapat bulan puasa,harap diberkati allah..so yea..so,the present that im gona give i hope u like it...so yea..last year i sumhow grant yur wish by counting paper stars,as for this year,yur wish,im sorry i can grant that..im really sorry that if i cant...gosh how useless i am for not granting u yur wish on 18th bdae..haiz..useless useless useless.im seriusly sorry adillah syg..gosh i duno what to say sia,how useless i can be...damn uu la fiq..gosh..haiz...im so hating myself now...

just want u to noe that,even i cant grant yur wish,but i really love u very much...hope we will last forever..i hope on yur bdae,im the one for u,im the speacial one for u and i hope that u are happy on yur bdae becos u told me that u had bad 1 week ever before yur bdae,i hope my presence will lighten u up thouh i cant grant yur wish..im sorry again...i love u adillah...enjoy..

LIFE STLYE OF THE RICH AND THE FAMOUS

whoa,tday,lifestyle of the rich and the famous..me and adillah when out to survey for my cardigen and my jeans.kita blajna macam orang kaya la siow..kiwak..takpe skali2..hehe.so ya,first we when to bugis street,walk,search high and low,at last found a shop and the cardigen was nice though,aktualy thought of buying at kedai topman tapikan btol nye suar,pe mahal chibye..so plan cancel...at bugis street the cardigen harga 48 discount till 33..ok pe..so ya,we hold on to it and we proced to peninsula paza,yea,here the jeans all cheap2 la sey..so ya..i decided to buy this skinny jeans err,colour baby blue...cos me 20 bucks..so i just grab it la deng..then after buang masa pat penin,we when to far east,no much of buying stuff...but wait i did bought adillah a 3/4 skirts..hehe...she like it though..but she say she look retarded in it..but ya,i hope she like it la..seriusly..i bought for her that...lepas tu kita makan pat ramen 10,sedap sia makanan jepun..wuhoo..then we took lots and lots of picture..lepas buka turun bugis,buy my cardigen an d one small plain white tee...and off kita balik naik bus 12,i sent her home though and last moment she laugh at me for some stuff..wth...damn it..haha..

ok this are some of the pics that we took..

Have been going out almost everyday after my clinical attachment..damn it was so tiring but the attachment was great what more could i say rite...and one of the day tuesday kalau tak sala,he came to my house and help me bersih kan rumah..on of cos dapat upah la..haha..lepak siak..da bleh buka agency..and the next day we come to yan's house to polish his house..omg that was more tiring then bersih kan umah sia..kena scrub the the floor and then polish it..chibye...da macam zaman phroah siak...then we joke around ah..haha..fun2 to total fun..beside that of cos kluar ngan ad..3 minggu sia tak kluar ngan dia...it has been awhile even though puasa.so ya..we had fun too..rite ad?haha

,OK i have been edditng pictures for the last few days..it was so gerek la kata..after my fren introduce me on how to edit..and i think im better edditor then my fren yg taught me on how to edit pics..gerek2....sampai dia suruh edit gambar untuk dia..haha...so ya...from now on..im gona edit picture yg merepek and produce sumthing of nothing..ceyba macam paham..haha..wth...and as for kai..kita da agree..dia jadi photographer and i'll be the editor..cool man..as for this kai...i got to say...he realy have talent on taking nice pics..so ya..ok..this are some of the pics that i edit,plz comment about the pics..tak kesa positive atau negative..tak cerewet..so ya..haha..nak sell out la kate kan..haha..so ya have fun then..

my best pic ever..

ok tribute to deepa...haiz..why everything is so short?i was just about to get close with her as fren hu like to cheer people up no matter what...but haiz...life is too short..i guess the last outing with OUR J's last full strenght gathering and also her last goodbye to us...deepa we gona miss u..rest in peace fren.. yur J,JIWA is still in all of us...i guess thats all i have to say.haiz...

well,where shuld i start...two weeks ago..shall we?..ok we shall...

2 weeks ago,my clnical attachment,i mean my hospital attachment...wuhoo..at first i was blurr like sotong sia....im blessed to have a fren like azmi and also shiffa having in the same ward with me..if not aku mati berdiri sia..haha..well shall i say its just two weeks of atachment i see alot of stuff...from the normal to worst to the pelik2 to the anih2 and to the bruttality..haha..it was so much fun there...haha..and of cos i would like to thanks denise a year 3 girl hu has help me too in my attachment...thanks u guys..

though attachment was fun...it was damn tiring sia..but of cos the tiredness is paid off...cummon on u help people to do stuff...chng cloth and all sort of things that a typical nurse have to do and at the end of the day,the patient and family appreciatte us for th care..saying tahnk u and more,u feel more then just satisfaction till im in tears..haha..so yea..if were to write about the expriance i have of cos is damn long...but shall i shorten it up..it was fun and great an experiance that i can never forget in my life...yeahaa.apart from that i miss my patient jimmy and atok hussein hu is guru of silat...so yea..i miss them all...

besides that i would like to take a time off,i met my gf yesterday to go for roller bladding at pasiris park..haha..it was fun sia...and it was romantic though...hahaha...