Well,i wanna thanks to my colleague,Bryan,he told me sumthing that is quite true and sumhow i starting to believe in it. which is human words can change in the matter of time,though he or she mean it what was said AT FIRST...when one say sumthing,example,will wait no matter what,even it takes a life time for that sumone to comeback to him or her no matter what,becos its a worth waiting for...in the end,he or she twist the story saying,what will he or she get for waiting?and bla bla bla blu blu bluu....an thats the time where many kind og negative word come out...not putting high hopes la,this la that la and what so ever shit la eh..since then now i learn that,human words can change nin the matter of time sedangkan i used no to believe in it..THANKS BRYAN..

Lately,theres this feeling come and attacked me.which i think its kinda sucks..becos the feelings of selfishness struck me...and i dont bother about people around,people i love and the people i close to..fuck this feeling.or maybe im better of to see her with sumone else?or maybe its better for me to be alone?.damn...why must this happen now,where everything are about to settle down...or am i fated to hurt sumone that i love and close to?God tell me the answer...am i about to lose everything that i've owned?seriusly i dunnoe,IN TOTAL CONFUSION..sumone help me plz SOS SOS SOS....

da ah i really dunnoe whats happening,i guess ill just pray to god and let him show me the guidance and give me the strength...amin....