rite,today was a very boring day for me,like ya,sit at home nothing to do.STUDY3 and more study..otak pon naik pecah..i have been waking up late since bbq,tdo kul 3 pagi bangon 2 ptg..mak i buruk siak..shiisssh,cannot siak like this,canoot continue,mati ah like mati mati...canot2..haha...as usaual bangon pagi wash face mandi then makan then open book online nak main ps2 pon malas da out of game,sumone pplz ajak me kluar,haiz..eh wait,takde duit so ya dont bother to go out..ade duit lain ah..then can kluar..so ya...sit at home like an idiot,ade gf pon takkan nak msg hari2 siak..ok la msg tu memang takan kena banyak2 kan..sikit2 da..nanti bill belambong susah..baik bleh pakai hp teros tak leh pakai hp..haha

so that evening,my cousin dtg nak pakai computer,rite me don mine him using so ya,but then he go play songs like memekak,u noe,like metalcore,screamo and yada2..very noisy song..haha..but then he also let me watch this video pat youtube,very the motherfucking gore shit..like omg oma,got this orang gila,kidnaped one hot chick and kill very brutally..hha..he uses PLIERS to korek the victims eyes..like omg the blood like flowing like pipe boco,then he poke with knife and pull out the large and small intestine,eewwww...lastly he ripped out the heart..its so gore that i only watch it once.hahah...

then i tried asking ad to watch,but then dia taknak..haha..paksa nye paksa dia mati2 taknak watch..ok ah im pissed by that...so ya i respect her decision..but then later she told me she wanted to watch for my sake,cummon thats bullshit,wanna watch out of sympathy?not my style dude..ya..so yup..i guess i wanna continue on my so kol my revsion..

and ya i wana say this too,im a kind who forgive and forget not forgive and CANNOT forget,if cannot forget,then why forgive at the first place,asking for forgivenss means to forget everything and open a new leaf,sp ya dont say anything if udont mean it and think before u do sumthing or want to forgive sumone....so yeap..

enjoy..