ONE LAST

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my life,my relationship has been rocky for the past few weeks,i just donoe what she is expecting of me...and she saying that the love towards me is fading away,and i think the fades is speeding up..and saying that i can make the love comeback.if its fading what im trying will fail cos why,simply becos the love is fading away..i guess soon i will failed u..once again saying that people will wait for someone no matter what,its ALL BULLSHIT TO THE MAX CHIBYE.and saying that try to wait la this la that..all cock...but on the other hand i dont blame her if she don feel the way she use to feel me..cos i noe cinta sejati datang dan pergi dan cita bisa kemana saja yg mungkin dia sukai..so yea..i dont blame her on that...i have realise that everything is becoming sour and starts to rott...its my fault partly yes...but also cannot only blame me,becos of her thats why i am becoming like this..i think..hmm...so ya..

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Chorus:
One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last danceT
o our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

duno what u expecting of me,just put under the pressure of walking in yur shoe...every step that i take is just another mistake to u


so,jus had a bad day today,just wana talk about being paranoid...i tell the TRUTH,there she go my gf buat perangai,just becos i go home with my own classmate,she piss,at the first semester,there was one more gurl that she piss and dun let me close to her,hey wth,my classmate,nak i jadi pe ANTI SOCIAL...no way man,thats not me of being social...campor orang sala,ni sala tu sala..wth sia...i have life...is it tell the truth sala?...u said that plz dont lie tou,so ya i didnt lie,i told u thr truth,then u piss,sikit2 sebot nama my classmate,sikit2 dia,semua nye link to her,padahal kita takde pape,jus my classmate.padahal2 kita tak buat pape,tak mengatal l ke apa ke...WHY SCARED THAT I FALL TO HER...hey THATS WHEN TRUST COMES IN...just wana say u gurls re just beng CHILDISH..and u think the world spins only for u..hello,sedar sikit eh pompan2 da sana..i guest i have to say this,every step that i take is another mistake to u..i just donnoe what u are expecting of me...so ya..im confuse...is it the time for me to go?haiz..i dunno..just wana say,JGN NAGIS KALAU ORANG HILANG STAU HARI...bye

SUNDAY!

wake up in the morning,wait since clinical attachment ends,my defination of morining was after 12..so ya,woke up that late due to celbrating adillah's bdae til with kai and aisyah.but i only meet kai and shah at around 6.30.hmm i ad when to heeren and decided to buy her pumps from everlast,which she wants it badly so i get it for her.besides that i also bought her web cam.then yada3...bla bla bla.so thot of buka-ing at far east sakura,but da macam pack so ad and i were clueless..so we had to ask kai and syah,they gave a suggestion such as arab street,fish and co,pizza hut and also hans river..so the bdae gurl and i decided to choose arab street..we ate mossi cafe ke ape ntah..the food there was ok...ad and i ate HOT DOG ALL IN and as for the other couple the ate ape ntah lupa...as for me the drink i ordered speacial milk with mint,very nice though and kai biaasa ah milo,ad ice lemon tea and shah melon ape ntah lupa,lepas mkan semua kai and shah and me bought her a big coklat cake from royals..then as usual we sang her bdae song..dia pe malu..hahaha..then i fed ad with the bdae cake and of cos i kasi dia comot..draw the coklat at her face..haha..so romantic la kaekan..hahahhaha

.after that we when to al majlis for sheesa..it was just more then a shesha session...after all things happen during that sheesha sesiion tii we go home,we went to separate ways..so yea..this is the time where ad cry after when i go home,saying that i dont care la,yada3..which i care la of cos but pompan kan...small things matters..saying that dia nak kluar rumah la,tu la nila...nak bawa beg la..bdae dia taknak spent time la tu la ni la...but however,this bf sanggop dtg jumpa dia and spent time with her from 1 in the morning till 3 then we go off.im off to my mum's place.so yea..tiring day..becos of this i bangon lambat...

da bangon kedebak kedebuk..i went home to my bro's place..cos the boys are coming to iftar sama2..the brothers are bukaing togther anad watch cerita hantu sama2...so cool..but however only anwar yan and q yg can buka at my place..kai and fauzi and wan dtg lambat sikit cos masing2 ade masalah..so yea,before iftar Q,yan,anwar and me when to sheeng siong to borong for makanan..we bought maggi curry and prawn,onion ring,nugget and tahu telur..after borong all the stuff,we when back ti my place and cook..we work togther and and standby kan barang2 toghter cos we only have approximately 30 mins befre iftar..so ya..

after da masak tungu masa untuk makan...dgr bang aje kita ape lagik makan ah..sedap sia q masak maggi..wuhoo..kenyang...thank god the food abis semua tak membazir..so yea..so at around 8 kai fauzi and wan pon dtg,at around 8.30 we watch cerita hantu...nama dia flower of the nite..haha...seram baby sia...ok la not that bad..shutter the shit la...kimak...semua lelaki semua pengecut suar btol..haha semua terpeluk each other sia..haah

at around 2245 semua balik..at 11 ade one more unexpected guest or shall i say expected came?...and chill for about good 2 hour..many things hapen between that time.and im HAPPY.haha..ok enuf said.

this are sum of the pic that i took on ad's bdae..

ad with her plate full of coklat

thats her bdae present,wbcam,everlast shoe and perfume from epsirit...

PASSERBY?

sumtime i wonder,am i the one for her?or am i just the passerby her?passerby as in,am i on a mission to safe an hostage,and once i noe the hostage is safe,i leave..is it that?..safe her from anything as long as she is safe..or i am the chosen to be with her?..i duno..allah answer my prayers plz..

oh god,am i for her?if no,and u think that im just her passerby is the best for me,then i redha to u allah.however make it quick cos i rather feel hurt now then later.but if not,plzplz,dont separate us apart,no one can separate me and her beside u allah,u are the only can do that..

i love u adillah

(What was i thinking?)

HAPPY 18TH bdae baby..may god bless u on yur 18th bdae......

so ya adillah,happy 18 th bdae and bulan puasa lagik,so lucky of u sey dapat bulan puasa,harap diberkati allah..so yea..so,the present that im gona give i hope u like it...so yea..last year i sumhow grant yur wish by counting paper stars,as for this year,yur wish,im sorry i can grant that..im really sorry that if i cant...gosh how useless i am for not granting u yur wish on 18th bdae..haiz..useless useless useless.im seriusly sorry adillah syg..gosh i duno what to say sia,how useless i can be...damn uu la fiq..gosh..haiz...im so hating myself now...

just want u to noe that,even i cant grant yur wish,but i really love u very much...hope we will last forever..i hope on yur bdae,im the one for u,im the speacial one for u and i hope that u are happy on yur bdae becos u told me that u had bad 1 week ever before yur bdae,i hope my presence will lighten u up thouh i cant grant yur wish..im sorry again...i love u adillah...enjoy..

LIFE STLYE OF THE RICH AND THE FAMOUS

whoa,tday,lifestyle of the rich and the famous..me and adillah when out to survey for my cardigen and my jeans.kita blajna macam orang kaya la siow..kiwak..takpe skali2..hehe.so ya,first we when to bugis street,walk,search high and low,at last found a shop and the cardigen was nice though,aktualy thought of buying at kedai topman tapikan btol nye suar,pe mahal chibye..so plan cancel...at bugis street the cardigen harga 48 discount till 33..ok pe..so ya,we hold on to it and we proced to peninsula paza,yea,here the jeans all cheap2 la sey..so ya..i decided to buy this skinny jeans err,colour baby blue...cos me 20 bucks..so i just grab it la deng..then after buang masa pat penin,we when to far east,no much of buying stuff...but wait i did bought adillah a 3/4 skirts..hehe...she like it though..but she say she look retarded in it..but ya,i hope she like it la..seriusly..i bought for her that...lepas tu kita makan pat ramen 10,sedap sia makanan jepun..wuhoo..then we took lots and lots of picture..lepas buka turun bugis,buy my cardigen an d one small plain white tee...and off kita balik naik bus 12,i sent her home though and last moment she laugh at me for some stuff..wth...damn it..haha..

ok this are some of the pics that we took..

Have been going out almost everyday after my clinical attachment..damn it was so tiring but the attachment was great what more could i say rite...and one of the day tuesday kalau tak sala,he came to my house and help me bersih kan rumah..on of cos dapat upah la..haha..lepak siak..da bleh buka agency..and the next day we come to yan's house to polish his house..omg that was more tiring then bersih kan umah sia..kena scrub the the floor and then polish it..chibye...da macam zaman phroah siak...then we joke around ah..haha..fun2 to total fun..beside that of cos kluar ngan ad..3 minggu sia tak kluar ngan dia...it has been awhile even though puasa.so ya..we had fun too..rite ad?haha

,OK i have been edditng pictures for the last few days..it was so gerek la kata..after my fren introduce me on how to edit..and i think im better edditor then my fren yg taught me on how to edit pics..gerek2....sampai dia suruh edit gambar untuk dia..haha...so ya...from now on..im gona edit picture yg merepek and produce sumthing of nothing..ceyba macam paham..haha..wth...and as for kai..kita da agree..dia jadi photographer and i'll be the editor..cool man..as for this kai...i got to say...he realy have talent on taking nice pics..so ya..ok..this are some of the pics that i edit,plz comment about the pics..tak kesa positive atau negative..tak cerewet..so ya..haha..nak sell out la kate kan..haha..so ya have fun then..

my best pic ever..