bla bla bla..my story for today

yea,again woke up in the morning,mandi,makan cos breakfirst is important mah,so yea,then my nephew muhammad elfie daneal saket,and i suspect dia kena stomach flu,then my prognosis was right after i sent him to the doctor.haha..anyway the family clinic i went to,the usual doctor was on leave,and other doctor was probbaly the replacement,her name is DR syahidah..gosh,when i went in,i stare at her for a moment until she say ask me a question,only then i snap back to reality.

DR syahidah:"are you his brother?"

Taufiq:"err no im not,actually i am his uncle."

DR syahidah:"ouh,i am sorry,the pakcik looks very young."

haha,like duh i am young baru 19 years old..haha.after that while she doing her assesement on my nephew,i just keep starring at her..haha..ok..lawa la tu pasal well what u expect i am a guy.hahahah..

soon im out to go to ubi to do my motor circuit revision,and hopefully and i doa that i will pass my tp besok..amin..

sheesha

so yea,today,woke up in the moring,bath,but something that is not the same as other days.i woke up clean my self up,and have to do wound dressing on my mum's toe.yea..apart from that,study some clinical theory before mf gf calls me,saying that she sick la that la and of cos about her lecturer who pisses her off..since she is sick,dia ajak teman pergi polyclinic..which cost her 20 bucks..but of cos use my money first pay me back later.by right should not reach that amount when visit a doctor at polyclnic,becos she is so bengap tak bawa ic nye pasal therefore upon registration she has to pay 13 bucks..keshing..nice one.

petang i when out to bugis to have sheesha with frens.at first this were the people before adillah joins in,syah,kai,Q and his new gf faika,me and anwar.had shesha session..nice..and also aisyah GAVE ANWAR BIRTHDAY PRESENT..sunguh jelos saya..hahaha..well takde nasib ah..nvm,kasut everlast..im so piss of by aisyah that she knows one of the mangers at everlast outlet which will cost her like what 50% off..gosh..if only she told me earlier i would have bouht the 80 buck jacket instad of the sleeveless..damn..so then came adiilah,sakit2 pon nak datang,but yea,she told me she come not for me but syah..WTH..who am i?yea2 saya to be blame.

yea,chit chat..bla3 balik da tu aje.and i am still waiting for my psp..haha..

sorry

well i guess,i am to be blame for her not listening to me..hmm..i dont blame her of what she do of cos not..its all me..i guess i have to change my attitude or something to make sure she wont do things to hurt me..so tht we both can be happy.i am sorry for scolding you,shouting at you.words just spilled like water once splash you just cant take it back.i regret it like i mentioned above,she is not at wrong..I AM.i hope and try my best to find my mistake that make her do things that can hurt me..must be somethings about me which she dont like thats why she act it out like that.

fiqo,pleaze realise yur mistake so that shit like this wont happen again.

i love you adillah as always..hmmm..

bye.

5a and 5B reuinion

first of all,happy 23mth to taufiq and adillah..hmm..apart from that,on our 23rd month was coincidentally with our 5a and 5b class reunion.damn.it was so fun that time passes by slowly,must be wondering usually it will be like boring if time pass by slowly,well i guess time pass slowly was to create more fond memories with my old fren..i felt so happy and senang hati to see all my fren are back together have fun toghter..yea it was held at pasiris park..hmm..so we do invite the teacher.but sayang sekalli not all can make it..yg datang hayalah ms fadllah and family and miss fudlana..damn she is hot now man..haha..so yeap zabid bought 12kg of chiken..can u believe that?it though that wwas too much but then allhamdullilah no even one foor are wasted

apart from that we exchange story about our life took many2 pictures..it was a blast la..apart from food we talk,sing song for those we missed and of cos insulting song that created by us..it was nice though all were spontaneous..came out from the heart..wuhooooooooooo...ouh yea,ms fudlana did comment on me..fiq,you look good now..then ade time interval bla3..then out of the blue,she said that im sexy..wahahaa..bangga saya di buat nye.
selain itu,we played sherek game or someething like that..theme was movies..so we sat in circle..the person must tell the name of the movie and must act it out by using anything but not mouth..for the person who cant act it out have to forfeit..easy huh...every one give each other a hard time to think..the worst is adilah gave HAROLD AND KUMAR...how the fuck am i suppose to act it out..omg..hahhaa...yea it was fun fun...
then we celbrate farhana and saufi belated bdae.saufi kena tuang air syrup and also kena campak pat laut..hahahaha..yea2..
if i were to tell,arghhhhhhh...too much thing to tell ah..all i can say one hellFUN of a night.here a some of the pictures that i took..let the good time rolls..

mum

haiz,my mum hospitalized,it has been hard time for me,house work aku buat..haiz tough for me when she is not at home.hope my mum is ok.hopefully she fully recovered..haiz..sob2

I made this bed.I choose to lie in it.Live with my regrets.Sleep with what I have said to her.Could this be the end or the end is knocking?Am I standing on the edge Of everything I wanted now?I was afraid.Maybe I’m just scared.To face the things I fear.Separate my soul With all the things we shared becos i can sense that I’m fallin' into pieces now.Say a prayer for me,when you go to bed becos I’m in need of your faith now.If only we could just reset and live in happiness instead of our regrets We'd salvage everything and therefore we don't have to walk away.

im sorry..i know u must be hating me....i love u adillah..the gift i gave it to u on our 22nd month,isnt it show enuf on how much i love u?hmm...i dont expect you to forgive me and i know u wont.but i will keep on going on and on..but at least accept my apologies..probably u will say yea its too late to apologize..well..nothing is too late as long theres breath in my body and a bullet in my gun(heee.....)so yea..

ps:ad,lets watch ayat² cinta..lets ok...my fren kate semua bagus la cerita dia..

im sorry for what have happen..that was my past...u have your past dont u?..so yea..im sorry for everything..sorry for falling rarah while with u..i told u already why i fall for her,becose why we are having the bad times of our relationship..im sorry for being that type of guy probably the worst guy u ever met?wallahualam..i dont know...yes i am stupid yes im idiot..i am just a man..i made big mistake.blame me...even you didnt say through yur mouth but your heart who knows?no one knows what lies beneath your heart..

she is having a good life.enjoying her life she dont even disturb us anymore then why must u so paranoid?its not fair if she can enjoy her life why cant we?haiz

ad im sorry..if i were to lose you..memang padan muka ngan aku,i deserved that..i will not blame anyone but myslef for making shit.so i will clear it by myself.

for what i know im over it..i realise my mistake now i want to start a new.im sorry..u can blame me if u want too.............